I’ve always been very organised, very disciplined, very hardworking… I would finish everything AT LEAST three days before my deadline. My Master’s Thesis I finished four months before my deadline!
I would plan everything, my life, my home, what I wanted to be, where I wanted to live and when, who I wanted to live with, how I wanted to live. Although these ten year plans constantly changed and nothing ever turned out how I had planned it, I continued to plan.
I spend hours upon hours planning my yoga classes and writing down a well-thought-through sequence, only to forget that my little black book of sequences is actually lying right by my feet. And I spend hours thinking about the perfect sentence to tell people when they ask me what I do. Again… only to never use it and change everything in the moment.
So I looked at all this time I was spending on planning, and I looked at how it made me feel. I looked at WHY I was constantly planning.
Only to notice that I was waisting A LOT of time (especially considering the part that I never really used any of the stuff I spent planning), it made me feel stressed out and perfectionistic, and the reason I was REALLY planning was so I could say to myself (and the world) that I am a REAL hard worker and well disciplined!
But it’s not who I am. I am an intuitive, I feel my way through life, I work with gut instinct, I perform best under inspiration from myself rather than ‘I should’. And this I had to have another psychic remind me (yes, I am obviously not objective enough to see that for myself). A friend could not have told me this, because to the world, I am a planner, I am a hard worker, I am very disciplined, I am highly organised, and I DON’T faf around. But it doesn’t work for me anymore, and it is time to let that go.
So take a REALLY good look at who you are choosing to be, and why. And then ask yourself whether it is serving you. Does who you are choosing to be just give you more work, make you more stressed out? Are you waisting time being someone you are not? Is the way in which you do things working for you?
And I can help you out on that one. In a Life Purpose Session with me I look at who you are at soul-level. Not the face you are choosing to show the world, but who you REALLY are underneath all those programmes and beliefs we have held on to over the past many many years and lifetimes. AND I look at what your unique skills and gifts are, which will tell you a lot about how you work!
So head on over to http://www.bestselfexperience.com/life-purpose-session and book your session with me today!
Looking forward to working with you!
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